Once they find out ...
Once they find out who I really am, they’ll go away.
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
June 17, 2026 ·
4 mins read
Life without Lucy
It happened quietly, while my attention was elsewhere … but a recent comment by a...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
June 10, 2026 ·
1 min read
Unwanted
EMDR sucks. EMDR is amazing.
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
April 10, 2026 ·
4 mins read
The little boy underneath the surface
This one feels vulnerable to write, but it’s also something I’d like to share, so...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
November 12, 2025 ·
4 mins read
Grizzled Sergeant Mode
Lately, I’ve been helping several friends with DIY stuff around the house. For years, I...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
November 11, 2025 ·
2 mins read
Samhain
One night per year, the veil is thin. Those that passed on are allowed to...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
October 31, 2025 ·
4 mins read
Jacques' Lament
I had an amazing time at a party this weekend, but right in the middle...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
September 15, 2025 ·
2 mins read
The Department of Toxic Masculinity
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
August 11, 2025 ·
4 mins read
Standing at the Crossroads
Isn’t that how life always is? You finally find yourself where you wanted to be,...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
July 21, 2025 ·
4 mins read
Making the bed for your meta
A while ago, my kitten had a date with one of her other partners on...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
May 22, 2025 ·
4 mins read