It's a satchel!
I turned 45 last week. There is a whole long rumination I could write about...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
October 29, 2024 ·
5 mins read
The two-for-one deal
It’s been a while since I’ve done a writing update, so let me catch you...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
September 17, 2024 ·
4 mins read
Slow down and let go
It’s been a crazy period, and I’ve been rushing along headlong. Once more into the...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
July 12, 2024 ·
2 mins read
The hardest poly
It’s been several years, but I remember this moment vividly. My heart shriveling in my...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
July 05, 2024 ·
2 mins read
Sinking beneath the waves
Content Warning: Kink, hypnosis, explicit mention of sexual acts
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
May 08, 2024 ·
4 mins read
I should have stayed dead
I understand why she did it. I cannot blame her, she acted out of love....
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
March 10, 2024 ·
1 min read
Close Your Eyes
I sat there, in the waiting room, biting my nails. I hadn’t done that since...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
February 29, 2024 ·
9 mins read
Lucy in a kitten wig
My kitten and I had a huge argument today. Except: it wasn’t actually her, it...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
January 31, 2024 ·
4 mins read
The Long Dark
It’s this time of year again, where it feels like it simply doesn’t get light...
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
on
January 16, 2024 ·
3 mins read
