The fear of not being exceptional
So, another entry in our long-running series “Things that scare Ash”. I’ll probably be writing...
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Ashtar Deza
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February 04, 2023 ·
4 mins read
Dropping the masks
Note: this is a bit long and rambling, just a bunch of thoughts I’ve been...
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Ashtar Deza
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January 31, 2023 ·
5 mins read
The Murder Machine
Content Warning: Gore, disturbing imagery
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January 16, 2023 ·
8 mins read
The ghosts that live in our heads
Content Warning: Trauma
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Ashtar Deza
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December 23, 2022 ·
3 mins read
I don't want to be rewarded with sex
Something that has been stuck in my mind for a while now. My formative years...
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Ashtar Deza
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December 15, 2022 ·
4 mins read
The Protector in the Tree
Content Warning: Gore, disturbing imagery
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October 17, 2022 ·
6 mins read
Another Little Step
Content Warning: Sexual activity
Posted by
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October 09, 2022 ·
1 min read
What drew me to D/s? Fear of rejection
Content Warning: BDSM
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July 25, 2022 ·
4 mins read
On the proper care and feeding of Fucktoys
Content Warning: Sexual content
Posted by
Ashtar Deza
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May 05, 2022 ·
2 mins read